a private space to playfully integrate our
sadomasochistic nature with compassion & curiosity
A masochism integration initiative from a compassionate and encouraging source. Masochism can be a lonely and scary road, one that not many people understand unless they have felt or experience it on some level themselves. If you're struggling with this, you are not alone. Becoming aware of the power these beliefs or tendencies have held over us throughout our lives is not a simple process, but rather a life long journey of developing self-trust, compassion and resiliency.
This is a one on one peer mentoring space to discuss the perspective of conscious masochism. Through this process, we will conceptualize the threads of masochism in our experiences and current self-perceived identity, dissolving aspects that do not feel true for us or serve our health and happiness. These conversations are essentially soul chats with Rachel, gently guided by a structure that prompts inner inquiry to liberate you from self-sabotage and crippled self-worth.
Enroll in the three month process below, or select the single session option.
Welcome inside the dark cave of healing where angels and demons work side by side, two sides of the same coin. Both parts as important and necessary in remembering our wholeness.
Here we welcome our complexity as humans desiring colorful experiences in order to remember the truth of who we are beyond this lifetime. If that pulls at your heartstrings, igniting your curiosity, then you're in the right place.
The experience of this mentoring process encourages your playful self discovery as we plunge into dark waters and rewrite the stories of powerlessness we've accepted up until now.
Together we will craft new ways for you to engage with your masochistic nature in healthy, safe and creative methods. We will paint our hallow spaces inside with glittering shades of pain that serve our growth, catalyzing transformation on the deepest level of our energetic and physical bodies.
We will guide you in learning how not to wallow or drown in darker emotions, whilst embracing them wholeheartedly and channeling them down more productive avenues.
Here, there is no good or bad when it comes to accepting our desires or authentic identity. There is however, a way to master those desires so they no longer recklessly run the show against our will.
If you're looking for external support and encouragement as you learn to self-soothe and validate your own feelings, while exploring unique energetic tools to anchor your healing, this is for you.
Through this journey, we will...
+ focus on emotional, spiritual and physical masochism; whichever facets are relevant for you
+ place context around your experiences with masochism in it's many forms, in your past and present
+ experiment with integrating your sadomasochistic nature mindfully into everyday life
+ learn about the energetic essence of sadomasochism and its cosmic purpose for life on earth
+ look at how astrology, numerology and past lives impact your masochistic nature
+ share experiences that may need reframing through the lens of compassion and self-acceptance
+ gently address the trauma wounds and masochistic injuries you've incurred over the years
+ explore how your relationships are impacted by unaddressed sadomasochistic tendencies & beliefs
+ witness the feelings of neglect and shame your inner sadomasochist feels around it's desires
+ discover and play with personalized, healthy and safe alternative sources for masochistic supply
witness our romanticizing of pain & suffering
untangle from relentless self-sabotage
release our damaging addictions to darkness
nurture self-acceptance, tenderness and firm resiliency
we reclaim our power through redirecting our inner masochist, seeing through to it's truth - merely hungry for approval, challenge, struggle and meaning.
Conscious Masochism Mentorship Includes...
+ 2 Calls with Rachel per month (6 in total)
+ Check-In emails between calls throughout the month to discuss challenging moments that arise
+ Conscious Masochism eBook (PDF Download, Binder Workbook Edition also available, mailed)
+ Conscious Masochism Safety Checklist and Resources to help you breakdown the beliefs that keep you attached to unsafe desires, how to play with pain safely & how to sit with uncomfortable longing
+ Sample Conscious Masochism Agreement to model your own after
+ I Am a Conscious Masochist & The Conscious Masochist stickers (mailed to you)
+ I Am a Conscious Masochist & The Conscious Masochist merchandise 20% off store coupon
Humanize your inner masochist, hold her hand, give her your understanding, acceptance and love. Breathe with her.
She is grieving, terrified that she will starve. Scared her need for masochistic supply will never be filled without costing her safety and happiness. Scared that she truly doesn’t matter, that she isn’t worth it, that she's broken, that she doesn’t even deserve the little bit of pleasure in life that she allows herself, through pain.